Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Weaning Woes

They've started weaning Our Boy off his sedatives, so he's becoming more aware. They have to do that in order to wean him off the ventilator. He has to basically consciously exercise his lungs again because the machine has been doing the work for him. This all means that he has to go through the discomfort of being awake with a ventilator tube shoved between his vocal chords and down into his lungs. It's very uncomfortable, especially after over a week. There's a balancing act that the doctor has to do with keeping him comfortable enough not to stress him, but uncomfortable enough to wake him up and get him off the ventilator as soon as possible...

It's like watching a mother cat wean her kittens... it seems so cruel, and yet it's good for them, and they're crying piteous little cries. Alex isn't crying (yet) but he's grimacing and wincing. It was stressful enough that I felt stressed; I didn't want him picking up on my stress, so I came home to try and relax and let the wonderful CMC staff help him through this. Cindy and Anne (2 great nurses) said that was a very smart choice, so I'm trying not to feel guilty. Ugh.

Weaning sucks.

Sorry, bad pun.

1 comment:

  1. Hi Nan,
    Have been getting updates on Alex's condition from your parents right along - so sorry for all you and he have been through. What an ordeal! I have been thinking about Alex every day and wondering how he is progressing. Thanks for keeping everyone informed via your website blog!
    Warm Regards,
    Bobbye

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